Greetings my fellow Potatoes. I am Carlo, a unique above the average guy, from planet rainbows near the meadows of Polaroid galaxy. Read my mind, explore my heart, befriend with my soul. WELCOME TO MY BLOG where everything's my playground and everyone who visits is my Potato lover.
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Just a while ago when I went back to my dorm I was happy to have finally felt this feeling again. The feeling of sparks in my eyes, butterflies in my tummy, and love in my heart. Yeah, i’m falling for you, David. But the thing is, it’s not that easy. Nothing is ever THAT easy. You see, Karla likes you too, I’ve known since I first met you guys. The way she would look at your eyes, how she would half-smile whenever you talk, I know because I do the same thing. But the thing is, she only confessed to me how much she liked you just now. My heart dropped. I forced a smile trying to push back my tears, I did my best David. As we were walking to our dorm I walked a little faster, I can’t hold my tears for that long, I can’t force myself to smile either. I did my best. Karla was behind me as I power walked myself to tears - I came to my senses right then and there that I should’ve never talked to you. Should’ve never tried to be your friend. Should’ve never agreed on buying you that Jco that never happened. I’m sorry for causing this mess. I guess butterflies, sparks and love wasn’t meant for a guy like me after all.
P.S. I should be studying for my midterms not crying.
I have no idea what i’m going to write, nor do I have any idea what to feel towards you. I’m beginning to fall for you, David.
I’ve been down this rabbit hole so many times before, that’s why I know how this thing is gonna turn out. Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Not because I can’t say what I feel, but because when I do, I know how you’ll respond- by not responding. I know because like i’ve said earlier this rabbit hole isn’t such an unusual spot for me to be in, I’ve been hurt before, stepped on, and humiliated. Countless of times have I swore to find a guy for me in college, the right guy with the right spunk, who knows how to sweep someone like me off my feet.
I’ve known you since May, have developed a crush on you last July and started to have feelings for you last August. Maybe it wasn’t just because you had little squinty eyes and really kissable lips, maybe it wasn’t also because of the adorable gap between your two front tooth that made me developed feelings for you. Maybe it’s because you were strong, smart and driven.
David, I’ve never known a guy like you before. You have so many things going on inside your mind, all of them good and little funny but still really good. I can tell you’ve been through a lot of bullshits in your life, and I won’t force you to tell me all about it, but last night when you were talking about how much you’ve been through, I knew right then and there that you were a force to be reckon with. You’re strong, David, not only are you strong but you’re smart and driven as well. Like I’ve said last night when we were talking about your plans on shipping to another course; you are meant for greater things than just to have a job that can sustain yours and your family’s expenses. David, I shit you not when I say: you’re one of the smartest most driven, (laziest) person I have ever known.
The picture below is our first ever picture with just the two of us in it. It was also the day where we hang out together, just the two of us. I know the photo isn’t exactly the best photo, but it’s a photo you and I. And for me its perfect. I’ve hidden this photo in my phone along with a password for the sake of you not seeing it.
I’m falling for you, David. I’m sorry.